curhat tentang hari ini

setiap kali melihatnya,, rasanya perasaan ku terhadapnya semakin besar...
semakin hari,,, aku semakin menyukainya ,,, melihatmu benar benar membuatku bahagia,
kamu benar benar berbeda,, tak bisa kupahami bagaimana awalnya,, semuanya berlalu begitu saja,,,,

this is me,,, by demi lovato

I’ve always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I’ve got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I’m gonna let it show
It’s time to let you know
to let you know
This is real
This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me
Do you know what it’s like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you’re the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it’s too far away
I’ve got to believe in myself
It’s the only way
This is real
This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me
You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
This is real
This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me
You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
This is me
You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

uneg uneg malam hari....

April, 17^th  2011

Bagaimana ku menanggung semua ini,,,

Harapanku ingin mempertahankan perasaan ini, namun hanya tangis yang ku dapat

Ingin ku ungkapkan agar kau tau,,,

Namun ku takut, ku bukan orang yang bisa kau cintai, seperti kau juga seharusnya bukan orang yang bisa aku cintai

Kisah ini, bukan sebuah kisah yang berakhir dengan sebuah kebahagiaan, walau di awali dengan suatu kebahagiaan yang sangat berkesan

Bagiku, kau sangat lah istimewa… kau unik… kau berbeda

Dan kau….

Membuatku merasa bahagia

Itu yang dulu dia lakukan sebelum akhirnya melukaiku..

Dan kau… lebih baik dari dia

Kau hadir di saat aku membutuhkan seseorang untuk mengobati hatiku yang terluka

Kau bisa membuatku melupakannya

Selama ini, melihatmu yang selalu tersenyum dan tertawa selalu bisa menghiburku, melihatmu bahagia, aku juga bahagia

With you,,,, I can smile and happy

Andai saja ku bisa bersamamu mungkin akan lebih bahagia

Tapi,,,

Keyakinan kita berbeda;

Apa yang ku percayai bukan yang kamu percayai

Aku hanya bisa menatapmu dengan rasa bersalah

Aku telah mencintai orang yang salah… benarkah itu??

Aku tak tau, apakah yang kurasakan ini benar atau salah,, aku tak bisa menentukannya,, hanya Allah yang tahu kebenarannya dan biarkan waktu yang akan membuktikannya,, aku tak tahu apakah rasa ini akan terus bertahan atau akan menghilang nantinya seiring berjalannya waktu,,, aku tak tahu,,, aku tak tahu apa yang telah Allah tuliskan untukku,, tapi aku tahu pasti itu adalah yang terbaik yang Allah pilihkan untukku

wouldnt change a thing

Wouldn't Change A Thing Lyrics

It's like he doesn't hear a word I say,
His mind is somewhere far away,
And I don't know how to get there,
It's like,
(She's way too serious)

All he wants is to chill out,
(She's always in a rush)
He makes me wanna pull all my hair out,
(And interrupting)
Like he doesn't even care,
(Like she doesn't even care)

You,
me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)

But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing

She's always trying to save the day
Just wanna let my music play
She's all or nothing
But my feelings never change
(Why, do you try to read my mind?)
I try to read her mind
(It's not good to psychoanalyze)
She tries to pick a fight
To get attention
That's what all of my friends say
(That's what all of my friends say)

You,
Me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing

When I'm yes, she's no
When I hold on, he just lets go

We're perfectly imperfect
But I wouldn't change a thing, no
We're like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)

But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing

But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a
Wouldn't change a thing